I feel like I’m finally settling into my junior year high-school. I’m finally getting used to my schedule and getting into the feel of doing homework everyday. I’ve also realized how much you need to know and do in junior year. Apparently I need to know what college I want to go to and what I want to major in right now so that I know what I have to aim for on my SAT scores. Maybe I’m just really naive, but how do you expect a 16 year to know what she/he wants to do in life, and where she/he wants to go to college, when they barely even know who they are? Am I really that naive? Should I know what I want to do in life and where I want to go to college at my age?
I’m also afraid that even when I’m in college I’ll still not know what I want to do. What if nursing isn’t for me? What do I do next? I don’t want to end up with a job where I’m unhappy, and I’m sitting in front on a computer for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week. Why can’t I do something that I love? I wish there was a job that involved photography, fashion, makeup, singing, dancing, and a little bit of traveling. But there’s no such thing. I don’t know, is there anyone else out there who feels the same way?
~The Lovely Library